just some journal.

What is your favorite season?
my favorite season of the years is winter. winter is when i enjoy the snow, and the cold weather. the best thing about winter is when my family and i can just ride on the kuskokwim with a truck. during the spring, like right now, the kuskokwim melts off and it gets more dangerous and dangerous. when the river is breaking up, it is exciting. there is no season that i hate. i like all the seasons. the most best season is winter, then spring, then fall, and summer. that is how i put my season from best to good. i am not that happy for winter to be over, but i am excited for the river to get so melted.

monday

I have changed in school. I hardly do my work...
That is a problem. I used to have great grades. High school is pretty tough. Jr. High is pretty fun. It sucks having bad grades in high school. I don't like the fact i changed since Jr. High. Next year, i want to do my best and try finish my phases...! It is hard to change to do alot of work in school. it is hard for me... I didnt know high school would be like this: hard, and i hate it.

monday

Aliens in PKA

if any aliens landed here in napaskiak, i would wonder why. they are going to wipe out everyones's brain out, and reprogram them. i hope they can reprogram my mind with the word "GOD"and Heaven in it. i would not want them to put memories about hell, and school. i dont want them to remind me about those things. aliens probably would never come to earth. that would be stupid.

20 days of school left.

In the next 20 days of school left, I want to come to school without missing any days. it would be awsome if i finished my math phases. but then i have to work really hard to reach my goal. i shouldn't slack off in classes, and not stay home even though i am not feeling good. my teachers can just do their jobs to help us learn and get over our work. i can't wait till school is out....

20 days of school left.

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goodmoring. yesterday i woke up with a good morning. i didn't feel any tired, only right when i woke up. i felt good in school. i actually did a lot of work, and finished my math sheet! woohoo! today i am going to try my best in classes. i think i have noticed that having a positive attitude helps us suceed.
this morning i woke up feeling sick.

mixed feelings..

Have I ever had mixed feelings about a friend or a family member?

yes i have had a mixed feeling about my sister. she is my bf and my sister. me and her have fights that are not cool. of course we get along very good, but not that good. i can love her and hate her at the same time when we are fighting. we don't ever physically fight. me and my sister are close. i trust her. there are a lot of fights we had, a lot are arguing. there is this one time we had a very big fight. lol.

mixed feelings..

this weekend

if i had to pick 3 words to describe this weekend. they would be: state champs baby! our napaskiak hawk boys got into first place at state! napaskiak hawks: #1! napaskiak boys are so lucky to be great ball players! they worked so hard to become state champs. those boys made our community shocked. some people still can't believe they are the sate champions of 2010. i am so proud of lepa. he is so famous! lol. i don't want to forget this!

friends.

there are a lot of favorite things to do with my friends, but i am hardly with my friends. i am mostly around my family. when i am with my friends, the most funnest thing to do is playing ball or capture the flag. we play ball in the summer, and we used to play capture the flag in the winter but not any more. right now, i am hardly with my friends. when i am with kayla, and annamarie, it is so fun. we walk to oscarville. we only did that once. we would like to do it again someday!

March 16, 2010

Goodmorning.
I am going to write a free journal.
This morning i woke up, and got out of bed really fast. I ended up pretty dizzy. I didn't sleep well, I couldn't sleep good last night. I went to sleep after 3. I hope I am not too sleepy today. This morning I drank coffee, didn't even finish it. Not even half of it was gone. Today I am going to try my best to work, just today. haha just kidding. I work everyday to try and get work done. Everyday is always a busy day for me.

March 11, 2010

Are there any jobs you consider only the jobs of men or only the jobs of women? what are they? whose jobs are easier, whose are harder? would you ever do the opposite sexes job? why or why not?

some jobs, i don't only consider them men or womens job. there are some women who do womens jobs. i don't think i wouldn't say no to a man job, if it is not that hard. there are a lot of men jobs; like working to build a house, and making an airport. those jobs i would do if i really had no choice. here in napaskiak, i pack water with my hands with two 10 gallon buckets in the summer. we live right by the well. i really don't consider that as a man's job. i would do a man's job because here in the villages, we kinda live a tough life. i'm sure that there are women that do mens job everyday. i think that womens jobs are easier than mens. ofcourse.

march 9, 2010

Hello there. This weekend was a fun weekend! I watched the ball games (districts). There were a lot of people. The most exciting thing that happened, is that our boys got into 1st place. Our boys are going to state in Anchorage for the championship!! Wooohoo! I had a lot of fun up there in the Warriors Dome watching ball games. I sorta thought the Tunt Bluejays were gunna beat out boys, because they are pretty damn tall. Well, our boys won them and our boys are not that tall as them! The Napaskiak people were going crazy in the gym. They made the gym noisy! There were tears of joy on some of the players, and some other people from here were crying too from happiness. Ever since the districts are over, I miss watching the fun games.

March 4, 2010

Could I get straight A's next year for one million dollars?

Uhm... i dont know if i could get straight A's next year. i can, and i cant. by the way, i really dont care about money. not really. but i do. it would be so good to get one million dollars from getting straight A's. so i dont needa graduate. haha. just kidding. someday i am going to make a promise to my mom that i am gunna try my best in school and stay after to catch up. right now, it is hard for me to get straight A's. i feel bad for my grades. they are not straight A's at all! so, i want to make my grades great!!!

March 2, 2010

What is the nicest thing I have ever done?

I don't know what the nicest thing I've ever done. By the way, I don't think i would share it. LOL. I may not seem very nice, and I probably won't always smile. :]. When I do something nice to someone, I feel very good inside. It is very good to do things for people. Someday, something good well come back to you if you do something nice to someone. Helping elders is the best thing. Elders who are helped big time, they get very very happy inside. Elders are always needing help, most of the time. I want to start doing nice things to elders. I even live with an elder at home. It is a good thing.

free journal

I don't think I will get married in the future. Maybe I will, and maybe I won't. I also think that marriage is hard, and somewhat good. There are a lot of people who get married, and get divorced. Some people get kids and live in the same house even though they are not married yet. In our religion/culture we have to get married before living in the same house with the girlfriend/boyfriend, and having kids. It is not good to not get married and have kids, or even living in the same house, that's what I hear. Along time ago, girls get married with men they didn't even want. They would get married after they have had their periods. Now, people get married to whoever they want to get married with...

free journal...

february 16, 2010

If i were going school in another country i would go to....

I would go to France. It would be a wonderful place. The reason why i want to have school there is because my ancestors were from there. My great grandmother came from France to Alaska. It would be different because of the language. It would be great if I moved to France. Learning about where your family was from seems fun. My other great grandparents are from Alaska, around the Kuskokwim. I love it here. Some day, i would like to have school in France. That is my "future". So I am going to think I will go... as if I would go. lol

journal . february 11, 2010

If you could shop for free at one store, which would you choose? etc.


if i could shop for free at one store, i would choose Pacsun. i love that store. that store is in anchorage. Pacsun is located in that big mall: 5th avenue mall. the reason why i choose that store is because that is where i shop for sweaters, and other different things. but pacsun isn't really where i shop. i would shop for sweaters, warm-ups, and other clothes. i would shop for my family. especially my mom. nah just kidding. not my mom. i would shop for my sister, because she likes to shop there too for certain things. i don't know how much i would spend. but that store is too expensive.

this snowy day...

this morning i woke up at 7:30. i had slept at my aunties. i was stunned by the weather! OMG it is so stormy out.

i don't want to write this journal using the prompt. the reason why is because i cant even see the letters on the board. they are so light colored. and i think that is so stupid. if i were the teacher, i would fix it. these students probably cant see the board too. lol. i hope this day goes great. yesterday was a good day. i am starting to miss my mom. even though we live in the same house. and she works from 8:00 to 5:00. so does my dad. i wish i could just graduate early. i will try work my butt off to get out of school. that is my thinking. not my plan, and i am not saying i WILL graduate. i hope i do...

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February 2, 2010

hi. today i woke up late. :( i woke up late because i couldn't sleep last night. i had a big headache. i hope today is a good day. everyday is school. except for weekends. my weekends are always short. but that is ohk. in this writing class, i didn't finish my writing paper. today i want to type it up. i used to love to write, but i barely enjoy it. ohk i am gunna write my paper. ttyl

January 26, 2010

what's the biggest obstacle in your life so far? why has that problem been so difficult for you?
what are you doing to change the problem?

my biggest problem in life so far is school. it is a big problem for me because it is hard to wake up in the morning. it is getting difficult for me because i don't go to bed early. i am kinda changing that problem by trying to go to bed earlier than i usually do. but waking up for school isn't really a bad problem. it sucks being late for school. i feel really bad when i am late for school.